close to the limit

I’ve been to my school workload limit and school physical limit before and i think i’m coming very close to them once again. Too many things, too little time, too little rest, too difficult… the problem is i don’t wish to give up and believe i can push on… at least until my body gives physically… then again that might not be so wise.

I’m already saying no to projects coming my way (unless its really very good paying i might still have a look at it hee…). I’m really loosing out time with my little family… Clié has started walking now and i so wish to see more of that… I spent a good 20mins just talking to my wife, i thought nothing of it till she told me late at night that she really enjoyed talking to me… talking to a friend… darn! i know my priorities, but sometimes its so difficult to keep to them…

There are so many interesting projects in my vicinity… a friend that wants to do this, an idea i want to do there, a concept that needs developing, a design competition that i really want to join… a portal i wanna build… darn… i need a long holiday, a very long holiday to do all the projects i wanna do… I’ll stop bitching here now.