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Here I am, absorbing the positive energies of standards compliant markup languages, while at the same time paying school fees to learn some non-web-compliance application like Lotus Notes.

Have submitted my Online Lotus Notes Movie Distributor website with a non working Order Form. This is the first time i have ever submitted an assignment with the knowledge that parts of it is not working. This sucks, Lotus Notes sucks and i wonder why in the first place did the school wanted students to learn it?

I heard from Lecturers that this unit is going to be canned in future semesters. I won’t say that Notes is not a good application, but its just that i ventured into the wrong alley, the web is what i wanna do, not some proprietary application that costs a bomb… just too bad for me… it was a painful experience…

After reaching my mental limit i think i have now reached my physical limit. My brain is stuck with stuff i need to do and even when i dream, i dream of assignments and projects, how can that possibly be? I know i can take more! But why doesn’t my body, mind and soul work in sync?

I’m not bragging, but NOW IS THE MOST stressful time in my lifetime as i have never experienced such a deadly combination like now. I can feel my body contract and just erode from the wear and tear. The mental and physical demands have been strongly discouraged by my organic being like a tired pagan priest of an ancient civilization throwing down carcases of sacrificed sheep from the top of a pyramid like structure.

i need time, i need strength, i need rest, i need relaxing afternoons on the beach with my wife in sentosa.

I love reading Singaporean blogs, cuz its in a way nice to know more about people from the same land. More so now, cuz Pearl and myself are now in Perth, kinda missing home. Hope to quickly get over with school assignments and exams, so i can spend more time reading the many blogs that are sprouting out of sg.

Arrggh, after several hours of painfully trying to solve Pearl‘s gm problem… i decided to giveup! why solve a problem when you know it will resurface again? why spend time on resurfaceable problems which you know not how to solve? why spend time on resurfaceable problems which you know not how to solve and when you got tons of skol work and work work?

Arrggh, the deadlines are not getting any further!

Pearl has been facing some greymatter problems of late and so did few of my other friends. Greymatter has a serious problem.