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I’m Not Missing You – Stacie Orrico

Oh, Oh
I’m not missing you
Been through just about everything that I could go through
When it comes to relationships
Don’t know what I was missing or why I ain’t listen
When I told myself that was it
Now here I go, hurt again
Cause of my curiousity
Now that it’s over
What else could it be, he decides to cheat.

I made a promise never to settle
Why didn’t I keep it?
Cause I hated the heartbreak
Crying and cheating, the fooling around

(But) I’m not missing you
I’m not going through the motions
Waiting and hoping you call me
I’m not missing you
You might have had me open
But I must be going because
I got life to do
I know I’m usually hanging on
I used to hate to see you go
But this time it’s different
I don’t even feel the distance
I’m not missing
I’m not missing you

It’s a shame in a way cause
I feel that I may not ever find the right one for me
Did I leave him, is he right in front of my face oh
Will my true love ever be?
Why would I go on a search again
When I know what the end will be
What good is love when it keeps on hurting me?

I made a promise never to settle
Why didn’t I keep it?
Cause I hated the heartbreak
Crying and cheating, the fooling around

No I can’t be with you
Cause I’m scared felt like I was falling when you left me
I can’t keep going through life
Unaware of what I missed
And the person I could be
Love’s good when it’s right
Bad when it’s left in your memory
All the times I let you down
I guess love will be nice for someone else’s life

(But) I’m not missing you
I’m not going through the motions
Waiting and hoping you call me
I’m not missing you
You might have had me open
But I must be going because
I got life to do
I know I’m usually hanging on
I used to hate to see you gone (I used to hate it)
Oh different, oh feel the distance
I’m not missing
I’m not missing you

I’m not going through the motions
Waiting and hoping you call me (knockin’ at my door)
You might have had me open
But I must be going because (it’s the best day of my life)
I know I’m usually hanging on
I used to hate to see you gone
Oh different, feel the distance
I’m not missing
I’m not missing you I’m not missing you (oh baby)
I’m not missing you
Im not missing, im not missing you.

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U21Global

U21Global Homepage

One of my proudest work so far was launched early this month. U21Global is an online university and the concept of attending a university while not physically attending it kinda got to at the start, but after really understanding how education should be, i think online education have really many advantages as compared to traditional unis.

With only that many hours you have per week, how can one take on post grad studies part time? I mean like if you travel to class after work (with most times not having a proper dinner), then travel home from there again… its just too tiring… where got time to do homework / project work, etc… most likely it will all end up like going thru the motion to get that expensive piece of paper.

U21Global Subpage

But if education was done online, i reckon time spent on the actual learning might be more effective. You see if you ask a question in the lecture hall… the lecturer will just reply you on the spot, at times with out reference, at times not well reserached. But if you asked a question online in a class forum, then the lecturer might will have to give a real solid reply as everything is recorded & others can also absorb in the answer… However, that would also mean the intial question would have to be a good question, else the entire class would think you are an idiot.

There was a subject i did back in Uni which was conducted via the internet and we had to do our work online. Submit answers online, participate in discussions online and everything was graded there. Materials were also all online and that really started me seriously researching and wanting to provide a solid submission. Cuz now, not only is my lecturer seeing my work, so are my classmates.

Anyway… this 300+ page website was fully hand coded & if you take a look at the drop down menu systems, you will apprecaite how easy it will be to maintain this site.

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See plane…

thepans @ RSAF Open House 2006

Personally i’m not really into planes, but i remembered my dad bringing us when we were small to the air plane thingy, so i reckon it would be fun for the girls as well.

Clié the helicopter

Clié the helicopter!

big fat plane

The big fat plane.

smelly smelly

I told Clié this is the air plane’s backside. haha…

Clié with fighter jet

This is the plane that makes all the noise in our skies… they look neat.

thepans in big fat plane

Don’t we look like we are being evacuated or something.

For the record, being parents is a difficult job. We are busy working, but we would also like to make time to spend quality time with our lovely children. But whats there to do on a low budget? If you’ve got ideas or websites to point me too, i’ll really appreciate that.