Author: Nick Pan

I am super bored of my current blog layout. Ideas are going wild in my head, but there is just no time for this low priority thingy. Of late have been playing with Westgate’s mockup site and have managed to built it mainly with CSS, look mom no tables. I am totally inspired by dezzo to do this. If you did not know dezzo has been featured on Deltaworkz.com, solid stuff.

“All through our life we subconsciously look for patterns which help us predict the future ie, things fall down, the sun rises in the east, you can’t build a house out of plasticine, etc Over time we come to depend on these patterns, and they tend to control and limit both our actions and our thinking.” ~ taken from here.

I just made a wierd discovery yesterday. When you look into the mirror, you see a reflection, a mirror image that is flipped and that is not what people see when they see you. So what you see in the mirror is not what people see.

I am so darn bogged down with work and i hate to feel like that. I want to BE productive and BE efficient while still allowing myself to have a balanced in everything that i do. Time? can you create time when every single minute you are working on your assignment / project / part-time work / web commitments? I don’t think so. But still i don’t think the cup is half empty and i am not a pessimist, if you think the cup is half full then you are also a pessimist. I think i got a cup and can go get more water when i want to.

by Eric Clapton and Simon Climie

It’s three miles to the river
That would carry me away,
And two miles to the dusty street
That I saw you on today.

It’s four miles to my lonely room
Where I will hide my face,
And about half a mile to the downtown bar
That I ran from in disgrace.

Lord, how long have I got to keep on running,
Seven hours, seven days or seven years?
All I know is, since you’ve been gone
I feel like I’m drowning in a river,
Drowning in a river of tears.
Drowning in a river.
Feel like I’m drowning,
Drowning in a river.

In three more days, I’ll leave this town
And disappear without a trace.
A year from now, maybe settle down
Where no one knows my face.

I wish that I could hold you
One more time to ease the pain,
But my time’s run out and I got to go,
Got to run away again.

Still I catch myself thinking,
One day I’ll find my way back here.
You’ll save me from drowning,
Drowning in a river,
Drowning in a river of tears.
Drowning in a river.
Feels like I’m drowning,
Drowning in the river.
Lord, how long must this go on?

Drowning in a river,
Drowning in a river of tears.