Month: February 2006

If you wanna know why i’ve not posted any pictures up on the net lately, thats because i lost my digital camera, together with my thumbdrive, keys, diary, favourite pen & bible… all of them in a few days with a total value of around S$900. If you would like to donate something to me so that i can buy a new camera and to start taking pictures of my kids again (which i really want to), please click the donate button below and donate to the “replace nickpan’s camera fund”.

I will give due credit for all those that donated.

I look back at where I’ve come from and I break down to cry.

Just a while ago I was hemmed in on the other side, I was very sure I was at the right place and in His will. But questions and doubt played a mean game with patience and faith when reality and opposition come face to face. At the edge of possibilities, impossibilities started setting in, fear and lost was all that I know. Never did I expect the sea to part, never did I expect to cross on dry ground, never did I expect to be able to get to the other side, and never did I know there was this other side.

I look back at where I’ve come from and I break down to cry.

PRAISE GOD ALMIGHTY, for whom wisdom and goodness abounds. PRAISE GOD ALMIGHTY, for who gives good gifts to His children.

I look up into the sky, and I break down to cry.

huh?

Cleo is such an excellent kid. She has such a good spirit.

There will be a day that i will look back on this post and remember that i love her this much.