Happy 21st Birthday Esmond.
For all those who could not make it to Esmonds party, you missed out big time.
Esmond’s 21st
Mellow
I’m going into a mellow mood as life is speeding up quite a bit.
I used to be impulsive when I’m busy and tend to make lousy decisions when I’m trying to juggle too many things at a time. I’ve got to learn how to say ‘no’ and sit back and relax. Pearl needs my time, my brothers need my time, my friends need my time & I need time. I’ve not been able to hang out for quite a while now and I’m longing for a good ‘teh’ session with close friends.
I’ve not blogged much, have not revamped my site, have not done stuff that I really wanna do.
No more freelance for me at least until my daughter is fine with it.
The Nearness Of You
Its not the pale moon that excites me
That thrills and delights me, oh no
Its just the nearness of you
It isnt your sweet conversation
That brings this sensation, oh no
Its just the nearness of you
When you’re in my arms and I feel you so close to me
All my wildest dreams come true
I need no soft lights to enchant me
If youll only grant me the right
To hold you ever so tight
And to feel in the night the nearness of you
music in the deck
While working on my PC at home, Norah Jones has been in the deck ever since I bought the CD. Her voice is just so soothing as if my daughter is 20 now and singing in a café. God, I love your concept of life.
Toys for Clié
Pearl and I have decided to name our daughter Clié. We pronounce it as CLEE-EH. I’m so looking forward for her arrival and have already choosen her first toy, a Playmobile rattle for girls.
I’m so overwhelmed by all this. Can you believe it, our very own baby… the world suddenly seems different, sharp objects seems sharper than they are, short distances seems like forever and small objects seems pretty large and heavy… The world is so big and she is going to be only that small… and for several years some more…
hmm… gotta shop for more cool toys…