Somehow lately got no mood to blog. But instead have been surfing around several blogs. A few that i found interesting were Gerard Tan’s blog SUPERLOVER and his many other sites, Mike Chang’s flashy TripleOptix (you must check out his flash experiments) and Chloe’s The Opaque Asylum.
the missing of Pearl
For a long time I have not been alone. Pearl is back in Singapore, but I’m still here in Perth. Its really weird, cause the absence of Pearl‘s constant singing and laughter have shown me what a quiet person I am when I’m alone. The only sound in the room is a soft monotonous buzzing sound from my computer.
I think I have grown a strong dependence on Pearl just being around and I am so used to her warmth and cuddles. The single bed that we squeeze into every night seems so huge now and when I turn over I can’t smell the fragrance of her hair.
The atmosphere in the room is cold and empty. I suddenly feel like an orphan left in a home, not looking forward for tomorrow, but only looking forward to go back to my family. A few days before I was excited to go back to Singapore, but now I am just excited to see Pearl again.
anticipation Nov 2001
When the exams are done, its back to sg for a well deserved break. This semester has been very tough, i took five units while some of my other friends in uni took three and there were a few who took two. If its not because I want to graduate on time I would not have put myself through such an overload.
The next few days would be studying for the exams, packing, cleaning and trying very hard to remember things i will forget to bring back to sg. Pearl is going back a few days earlier to go for our flat selection in Punggol 21. Its either we choose or we get a resale flat. Hmm… can’t wait to own my own place.
On top of my to do list when I go back to sg is to revamp my site and to look for a holiday job. If anybody knows of any vacancies for a web designer for like till mid-feb2002, pls pls pls lemme know.
Sentosa here I come!!
on opposites
“Good is better than evil, but is new better than old? is more better than less?” ~ nickpan
on death
“When you cross over to the other realm, whose hand do you want to hold?” ~ nickpan