To commit to something you want to do is easier said than done.
You know what you want to do and you run thru the steps in your head.
You look at the challenge infront of you and tell yourself you can do it.
You step up to the challenge and choke.
You step up to the challenge again and choke again.
Each challenge is new, each challenge is more difficult than the last.
You think to yourself on the worse that can happen and realise it can’t be that bad.
You step up to the challenge again and you fail.
People around you laugh at you.
People more experienced tell you what you are doing wrong.
Some just shake their heads and walk away.
You tell yourself its hard, but you know you know your stuff.
Commit.
You step up to the challenge and you fail.
You step up to the challenge again and you fail.
You step up to the challenge again and you fail again.
You step up to the challenge again and you almost done it.
You step up to the challenge again and you fail.
You step up to the challenge again and you wipeout.
You groan in pain.
You feel like giving up.
Commit.
You step up to the challenge again and you fail.
You step up to the challenge again and you were slightly better.
You step up to the challenge again and you fail.
You step up to the challenge again and you nail it.
You smile.
No one celebrates with you.
Nothing really happened.
Commit.