Being at home and awake at 11am from Mon to Fri, i got hooked on to Cow & Chicken which is showing on Kids Central. Darn… i so dig it!
Life as it seems
Life as it seems is all a big distraction from what we actually want in life. We toil and strive for that momentary security and then realise that its all a big hoax and that we have became a pawn for our society. Its not that society is bad, its just that we are all blinded by a value system that we think is ideal and have not questioned it after unknowingly accepting it.
What have I been doing all this while? Schooling, working, blogging, churching, etc… but what is it all for? You might already have an answer, but might question your answer after a few years and be back right here where you started asking that innocent question which unleashed you into the abyss of life’s mysteries.
I accept the fact that we are living in the limitations of time and space. What’s before the beginning, what’s after the end, where is the edge of the universe and what’s after that? I don’t intend to get answers for these questions as I think we are but beings with limitations of comprehension in the elements that only the almighty would have access to.
So is it all really just chasing after the wind or is there a deeper meaning in all these. The God loving ones might say that the priority in life is to allow the created to know its creator. The Scientists might say that the priority of life is to unlock the mysteries of the universe. The politicians might be spending their time trying to achieve a sort of utopia.
Life might be a stage, a platform for us to experience or perform. Life might be a test, an event which is recorded and scored. Then again Life might be a mystery that can’t be explained to beings such as us with such limited ability to comprehend like explaining the entire educational system when a child asks what is one plus one.
Damn it! I think something is screwing with my brain, cuz I am spurting out raw unprocessed thoughts onto a screen. Am I trying to say something or am I trying to record my thoughts?
Philosophy
A good friend of mine today said a few good phrases, of all my favourite would have to be “Verbal Masturbation“. It means giving all sorts of excuses for yourself, just to make yourself feel better.
We were basically having just a normal supper cum coffee (or tea more like it) at the beach road prata joint and just so happen to chat about stuff like work, management, Edward De Bono, attitudes, happiness and even philosophy. I totally enjoyed myself.
Another good line from that same friend of mine was something like “Philosophy allows one to better appreciate life and your surroundings”. Both of us intend to take up a philosophy course a few years down and I just can’t wait for that time to arrive.
Yellow Duck

Yellow Duck
This duck is so nice. Can’t afford to bring it home, but a picture will do ;D
mom’s mom

my mom’s mom
My Grandma passed away in 1986, its quite a while back. I was only 10 then, did not know much about death, did not know why she had to go.